Tuesday, 3 January 2012

Turning Point

I was never really interested in my culture and background. I hated the fact that I was chinese, to be honest, I was bad at being chinese. I can't really speak cantonese properly although it has improved loads over the past year xP. I preferred to go on holiday to places such as Australia or France, but never Hong Kong or China. Through out my life I got to admit that I have been racially abused, I didn't really like it and I couldn't do much about it cause I was small :(. But now, I can back hand those bitches for jokes ^^.


Anyway, the turning point in my life has got to be the year of 2009 when i was in year 10. It might sound stupid and that, but it was when I started wearing contact lenses and I started to feel more confident about myself, but now, I don't really mind how I look. Before I was quite skinny, with a bad hair cut and my face was full spots and I even had some on my bum cheeks xD ( hurt like hell when I sat down). I didn't really know many girls at that age....... ok ok xD I knew none, maybe it was because I went to an all boys school and that I didn't join any activity groups out of school, but o well, I know too many now xD.


Back to the main topic, I got to admit, meeting Stripeytofu has really helped me in life because of him I wouldn't have met so many wonderful people. He's an amazing guy, and I hope we don't lose contact of each other even though we joke about this is our final year and that we are going to meet new people and forget about each other xD. Me and him knew each other since year 7, but we never, actually, I don't think we spoke til year 10. We only started to talk and that because we found out we were going on the same summer camp and we were both proper excited about meeting girls, having a fun time, chatting to girls, looking at girls, drooling over girls, yeah you get the point. Man lifes gooooood xD.

Just before the summer camp, Stripeytofu tofu introduced me to some people, don't like saying names, so lets say they are quite bench xD. Them guys were amazing, had great laughs with em and especially when all of us including my cuzzy were in China having a sick time. I would say meeting them guys made life so much more easier for me because it made me notice that making new friends ain't hard at all, you just have to be yourself. I spoke to them guys as if I knew em years ago. Yeah, so from then on, I made shit loads of friends. Now I even can make convos with strangers for jokes.

So yeah to summarise, I would say 2009 will always be in my memory. I always look back to that year when I'm just lying in bed and thinking.


To prove how much I have changed, I'll show you guys a picture of me when i was 15 and a picture of me now.
This was me back in year 10
This is me Now

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